i have had the worst post-concert depression/hangover/1d high for the past 6 days and i was watching this is us earlier when my mom walked in during what makes you beautiful and goes “oh! that’s zayn! my future son-in-law!” (gush) and then she proceeds to ask which is which of my friends’ favorites and so on so forth, then goes “so which one is engaged?” and when i told her it was zayn she got mad because she’s kind of set on me marrying him someday and i don’t know what to do with this.


Anonymous said: Multiples of 3 :P

thank you very much, kind anon!

3. are you a jealous person?
not typically. but when it does come out, it’s like fiery rage-type jealousy that i have to suppress. 

6. have you ever been called a tease?
yes. many years ago. and I’m still not proud of it.

9. what should you be doing right now?
i feel like i should be crawling back into bed, but in reality, i should probably be getting ready to go to work in a few hours.

12. are you mad at someone right now?

15. who was the last person you talked to?
I think my mother, last night.

18. when was the last time you smiled?
about 2 minutes ago. stumbled across a hilarious video.

21. who was the first person you talked to today?
i haven’t talked to anyone today, yet.

24. what are you looking forward to.
tomorrow night’s throwdown! always a good time.

27. do you plan on moving out within the next year!
oh my, would that be wonderful. but i don’t think it’s financially feasible yet.

30. do you fall for people easily?
very much so. i actually pored over this a bit last night because i get these emotional inclinations to someone (like precursors to “liking” them) over the littlest things. and then they usually dissipate once i rationalize.

33. who was the last person you drove with?
in my car, with me driving, i think my mom a week or so ago.

36. who was the last person you took a picture of?
i had to actually check my photo library to confirm that it was my cute dear friend Amanda at el matador beach.

39. three names you go by
savannah catherine.
savannah malik (not really. i’m still on a post-1d show high and simply adore zayn at this moment in time. ha. lyric pun. get it?!)

42. do you believe everyone has a soul-mate?
i do not believe in soul mates. i believe that there is no ‘one’ person for anyone, and that beautiful, fulfilling, and successful relationships stem from a commitment to sacrificial love towards the other person, and fighting to make things work even if you don’t want to, because love is work, and it doesn’t just ‘happen' but when it does work, it is honorable, and more fulfilling than ‘they’re my soulmate, so i need to stay with them even if i don’t want to’ bullgarbage, because when you fight for something, it makes it that much more worth it, and that much more satisfying.

45. your thoughts of long-distance relationships?
i think it is definitely easier when you have a person with you, in their physical form to decipher their nuances and appreciate them, and connect with them, but i also understand that not having them there often creates connections that are stronger than if they were there in the flesh. i couldn’t do one, mostly because my last (and only) attempt at a LDR left me completely pummelled and i realized i couldn’t do it, but they work better for some people.

be nosy please
1.Do you want a boyfriend or girlfriend?
2.When did your last hug take place?
3.Are you a jealous person?
4.Are you tired right now?
5.Do you chew on your straws?
6.Have you ever been called a tease?
7.Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?
8.Do you cry easily?
9.What should you be doing right now?
10.Are you a heavy sleeper?
11.Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months?
12.Are you mad at someone right now?
13.Do you believe in love?
14.What makes you laugh no matter what?
15.Who was the last person you talked to?
16.Do you get butterflies around the person you like?
17.Will you get married?
18.When was the last time you smiled?
19.Does anyone like you?
20.Do you secretly like someone?
21.Who was the first person you talked to today?
22.Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
23.What are you NOT looking forward to?
24.What ARE you looking forward to?
25.Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you, and meant it?
26.Suppose you see your ex kissing another person what would you do?
27.Do you plan on moving out within the next year?
28.Are you a forgiving person?
29.How many TRUE friends do you have?
30.Do you fall for people easily?
31.Have you ever fallen for your ex’s best friend?
32.What’s the last thing you put in your mouth?
33.Who was the last person you drove with?
34.How late did you stay up last night and why?
35.If you could move somewhere else, would you?
36.Who was the last person you took a picture of?
37.Can you live a day without TV?
38.When was the last time you were extremely disappointed?
39.Three names you go by...
40.Are you currently in a relationship?
41.What is your all-time favorite romance movie?
42.Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate?
43.What’s your current problem?
44.Have you ever had your heart broken?
45.Your thoughts of long distance relationships?
46.How many kids do you want to have?
47.Have you ever found it hard to tell someone you like them?